Oh Well....

I was talking to my mom over the phone earlier and we almost got into a fight, again. It took me all the strenght i could muster to control my temper. Apparently, my brother didn't pass a single subject last semester. How the hell was i supposed to know about this? He lives with his girlfriend in their own apartment. He was doing good in school the year before and that's when they were still living with me. Since I'm the eldest, I made the house rules. I gave them curfews which they broke occasionally. They would usually sneak out at night and come home drunk, I'd get mad and scold them. They probably got sick of this, so they decided to move out and get their own place. I was so against the idea but my mom approved of it. And now she's blaming me for what happened to his studies?

I just had to get out of the house or I would lose my sanity or what's left of it. I sent a GM asking who wants to have coffee, but everybody seemed to be busy or probably resting already since it was half past ten. Ten minutes later and my girlfriend Ez texted me saying she was bored out of her skull and was thinking of going to greenbelt for coffee. Half an hour and we're already in starbucks drinking hot cafe mocha. As if the coffee wasn't enough to calm my nerves (siempre kape kasi ang gawing pampakalma... eh d lalong ninerbiyos... may katangahan talaga ako palagi) i had to lit a stick of frost. Ten, twenty minutes later and i was smiling. Parang adik lang. We just let our eyes feast on the cutie cute guys scattered all over the place. We waited for Ez' husband, Alek, who came from a poker game.

We went to their place for a quick recap. Alek and Ez invited me to sleep over but i decided to go home. I was browsing through some Idol videos and i found this. Surprisingly, i found myself humming to its tune on the second chorus. Humming to the tune of a love song... okay, maybe i'm not totally over him, but this is a good sign. Wala lang..... bangag nanaman eh....